Thinking on how to make myself busy - should i .. - hm.. maybe learning something new like taking short courses.. - depending on my budget though - sigh.. maybe make up lesson - or resume back vocal class - sigh the distance is the problem - too far - but seems have to , but for what ? - hm - better occupy myself - learning le francais ? - maintenant je apprendre le francais...- mais, think i can do it myself ? - sometimes it would be boring sitting in the class, learning in slow paces.. - think of something else... - how bout cake decorating class ? - sounds fun - hm.. but i hardly bake stuff nowadays - drawing ? painting ? - kind of losing the heart to take off all my brushes and paints from my cupboard - hm.. calligraphy ? - should improve my handwriting to make it more high-class ? - nah, you have got full time job - should stay at home and rest - well.. think bout driving first.. - or clean your house - stay at home, sip a tea and pamper yourself with all those aromatic perfume - hm.. - have to watch black swan or burlesque sometimes soon - spend more times with girls are the must - sigh - i will see how i go through this year .. i want something new and something rewarding - sick of certain things in life - not meant to complain - but really sick of it sometimes and - wanna have a new look and new appearance if i could - and i am not 'emo'ing here - hate that term on me, coz in the past someone always accused me of that -bitter am i ? - sigh.. in need of escapism - yet .. i know i have to be a good girl and obey and surrender....... - dear brain, be wise.
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